In the story I wrote for Camp Nano in
July, a spin-off of Vala's Story, I had a character complain
"Cleaning isn't sexy." Oh did I laugh when I wrote that. My
next thought was this "punishment scene" in "The
Submission of O," a pornographic movie staring Bree Olsen in the
title character. I forget what the women supposedly did, if that was
even written into the script. But there these two women were, nude,
in harnesses that held plugs in their asses and cunts, cleaning the
floor. Now I'm naked around the house often enough, but if I'm
cleaning the floor, my Master doesn't plug me up, half-heartedly flog
me while I keep cleaning the same spot over and over again. Nope. Not
living a porn movie. Whatever I got dressed in, or didn't as the case
is some days. There's vacuuming, sweeping, wet mopping. Sometimes I
require clothes 'cause I need to shake rugs outside and I live in a
somewhat genteel neighborhood.
While my slave in my Nanowrimo WIP has
daily chores that she's expected to finish, my life is somewhat more
like Simon's in Vala's Story in that I know what my Master wants and
I will try very hard to make it happen. Of course, I don't have a
bunch of slaves serving under me, so it's all on me. Dishes, laundry,
dusting, sweeping, vacuuming and on and on... the normal chores of
life in a house. I do somewhat put things- whether it's household
stuff or related to one of my jobs- through a sort of BDSM filter.
What will please Master the most? One thing I've gotten into the
habit of, if I see He's out of clean underwear or nearly out, I put
aside whatever else I was doing (saving feeding myself because with
my hypoglycemia, Master has put "eating" above all else,
including feeding Him) and get some laundry going. Even during
Nanowrimo. Because once, I'd let writing and activism and on and on
get ahead of making sure He had clean underwear and I felt horrible.
So now I make sure He has clean underwear.
But cleaning isn't sexy? Well I guess
that depends on your outlook. In my free ebook Joelle's Chaotic
Collection of Screwing, I
included the story "Proper Attitude." Do take the moment to
download the ebook, a short collection of short stories, a poem, and
some excerpts of longer works and read "Proper Attitude."
While not an exact retelling, it's a fictionalized story of what can
happen in my life. I've done things like start doing the dishes in
the nude and the next thing I know, I'm in bed with my Master fucking
my ass and we're both loving it. Then afterward, after we've both
come and then rinsed off in the shower, and my legs are still
shaking, then I'll finish those dishes.
All
that considered, my submission is about pleasing my Master. Some
days, that's sucking His cock. Others, it's laying there screaming in
pleasure as He fills my ass with His cum. Then there are the days
when it's just about making sure He has clean underwear for His next
work shift.
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