Have you wondered about The Queen's slaves coming and going... Tommy is still very much with him after 15 years, but do you wonder if there could have been a slave there 10 years who's gone away? Sometimes our relationships do change, even in fiction. So for today, a hint at a change coming in The Queen's life.
My dearest, sweetest Queen,
It's only been a few days since Billy
and I left on your jet and I'm already missing you so. Why ever does
this feel so different from when You went on a business trip? I know
I'll be coming back, although not to your mansion. But I'll be back
where you can get me without too much effort, my Queen. Is it that
you were my first romantic love, the man who indulged in my
virginity, even introduced me to my now-husband?
I have to laugh though, my Queen.
Billy has been so entirely solicitous, going to great lengths to tend
my needs, show how he loves me. Maybe all the jokes about me being
the dom here aren't quite jokes. I thank you for the loan of Charlie
Glickman's prostrate stimulation book, my Queen. It has been amazing
playing with that. Billy's even reading it with me. While it
certainly doesn't have to be about D/s, in a way it seems to be a
lighter sort of D/s with him where I truly am the domme. It's been
amazing, my Queen.
Are we really going to make this work?
Can we make it work, my Queen? There really is nothing more I want
than you and Billy in my life. Somehow though, it seems that having
something closer to monogamy, in comparison to the stable and all of
us slaves belonging to you, it almost makes it harder for me to
picture it, my Queen. I'm glad that this triad is a new experience
for us all.
Besides the prostate book, I've also
been reading the UU book you lent around the amazing time we've been
having here, my Queen. I think I may go check out the family's
church; I'm not sure why I never did now. I really like this focus on
covenant, my Queen. That it's about a promise of how to be, not a
list of rules. And the focus on how a covenant is about the people in
the relationship, those who hold the covenant.
In quiet moments, I still find my mind
wandering to Billy wanting the three of us to make love, and how both
of you used my body, my Queen. I can't put into words just how loved
and desired you made me feel, my Queen. When you told me to feel what
Billy was doing, to focus on it. Yes, I believe I'll be pulling Billy
to bed after I'm done writing to you, my Queen.
I'm so completely happy! I found a
cool journal here in a French Quarter shop. It looks old fashioned,
bound in a creamy, brown leather. And it's thicker than many modern
journals you see. I'm going to start the diary you commanded in it.
I'll start writing in it tomorrow probably, my Queen. It'll be nice
to take the time, the break from whatever is going on in my life to
connect with you, especially during times when we're not physically
together, my Queen.
Billy and I are going to go out and
get dinner now so I'll end this letter, although not my thoughts
about you, my Queen. I think I'll enjoy a steak tonight, thinking of
you.
I love you forever and deeply,
my sweetest Queen.
your loving slave,
Kaya
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