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Monday, January 19, 2015

Oh sweet Mearr, let me come to the idea of you #MasturbationMonday #FF #virtual

I am so very glad I found this hop. Such a lovely prompting. This week, we're looking at shame. As in NO SHAME! Here you can check out the other people enjoying this week's prompt: http://masturbationmonday.kaylalords.com/masturbation-monday-week-20/ .

For my sharing, I've fantasized about my character Mearr as you first meet her in my book "Out of the Night: Book One." (psst, you can read a bit of the book if you follow the buy link to either Amazon or Smashwords.) So I admit, I questioned if I remembered her eye color right :D

Without further ado....I'm gonna masturbate to Mearr, who is patterned after me in so many ways.


Mearr sits in her window. She's cuddled in leather, preventing me from seeing much more than her face.

My fingers move between my legs even as my gaze moves over what I can see of all that fire engine red hair of hers, the spiral curls making my skin tingle in the desire to touch it. I wait for just moment to see if she'll open this beautiful eyes of hers open. I don't care if her gaze is filled with lack of sleep or some drug high- I just wanna see what pulled The Queen in, what made him want her so bad.

Moving without opening her eyes, Mearr produces a cigarette and lighter from a jacket pocket. I don't see her eyes open before the flame kisses the tip of the smoke. Her cheeks pull in slightly, her lips wrapped around the filter and my thoughts are immediately sexual as she sucks.

My middle finger slips into my cunt as my thumb mashes down my clit. I want to feel her lips on me. I want to taste her tongue. I watch for movement other than just her hand bringing the cigarette to her mouth.

Then she surprises me by turning her head and opening her eyes to look at my nebulous figure. She nails me with her gaze, my hand freezing as a second finger slides into my cunt. Her lips shape words, "How long have you been masturbating looking at me?"

I gasp, a mixed and strangled noise of arousal and curiosity. I can't summon the words to answer her. My mind plays tricks, juxtaposing Mearr as she is now and several shades of first the healthier Mearr, then the Vala she will become.

Mearr continues to hold my gaze. She takes periodic drags.

I watch the filter enter between her parted lips. Her lips tightening starts my hand moving again. I let my gaze slid downward as she starts rubbing her leather-clad legs against each other. I can't help but stare at the V of the pants, the leather tight against her skin. I wonder if she's shaved clean currently.

"How long?" she demands.

"Some minutes... maybe."

"Take your other hand and pinch your nipple." The command in the words illuminate the order in them within the partitions of my mind.

I shudder at tasting this piece of what intrigued The Queen. My hand obeys. As if it's not me doing it, my index finger folds over and I squeeze my left nipple between index finger and thumb.

"That's a girl," Mearr murmurs.

With her words, I'm hurled close to the orgasm dancing within me when I started watching Mearr sleeping. I pinch harder, even without another order for her perfectly shaped lips.

"So ready to come? Whatever would Shaman say? Do you even have permission to masturbate or to orgasm?"

The image of my Master in the picture on my blog snaps over my eyes, blocking the image of Mearr momentarily. I shake with the orgasm releasing and rampaging through my body.

"Just remember to tell Shaman your thoughts on not waiting for the 22nd, but the 20th, as it's literally 2 weeks."

I groan long and loud. "Yes, thanks."

"Out of the Night: Book One" blurb

Restless and world-weary, Mearr isn't about to admit she needs anyone's help, even this gorgeous man who has taken her into his home. Well one of his homes and part of this huge family she's heard about but not met all of. She's young, looks young, and knows it but at least she's legal now so she can pick a new name to go with her new life...

The Queen knows he wants Mearr bad, ever since the first time he saw her in the window of the coffeehouse. He has his plan, but even a Dominant's plans don't always survive the unpredictability of the future. He struggles to figure out this temperamental woman he's brought home, how best to help her. Then he takes her to his mansion...

They wait patiently for The Queen to bring Mearr home. Well to the home they've been redecorating for Him and for the hopes that she'll become part of their family and be trained to please Him. Simon and Tommy have seen her, of course, being The Queen's right and left hands; they say she'll be a perfect addition...

Please come along with Joelle on this journey, shared with the readers in serial fashion. A multitude of "Happily-ever-afters" are waiting with the completion of book 9.

Author's Note: This novel is meant for open-minded adults. Activities described include a wide range of BDSM and sexual activities, some of which are male/male, male/female, consensual slavery, oral/anal/vaginal intercourse, bondage. The story also covers some sensitive topics in characters' backstories, such as drug abuse.

Buy it on-
Out of the Night: Book One (Vala's Story) print edition- This is NOT the re-released edition with its editing and additions.
available at Lulu.com's Market Place
available on Amazon.com

Out of the Night: Book One (Vala's Story) ebook

Smashwords- multiple formats- https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/417778 . First 20% available as a free sample.

Amazon/Kindle edition

Barnes and Noble/Nook edition

Joelle's Bio:

Joelle Casteel has so many faces, ways of being that no assumption is never safe. The woman who'll use a child's backpack as a purse is just as likely to describe a graphic sex act. My Master, the dominant in the BDSM relationship that shapes much of my life, jokes that I'm so far from the mainstream that I've forgotten what the mainstream is. This of course shows up in my writing. I regularly blur gender and sexual orientation lines- although I will fight against the misgendering of my characters (between The Queen's legs are a penis and balls and he says he's a MAN.) Whether a short story or a novel, whether erotica or erotic romance, I tend to bring many taboos to the sex/BDSM table alongside crazy plots, over-the-top characters, and romance even in the midst of relationships you may never find in a greeting card store. With BDSM gaining a broader audience with various books- which she will not name because she can't stand them- she feels it's past time to put out her impression of what BDSM can look like in reality.


  1. Very hot Joelle! I love these posts where you interact with your characters :)


    1. thanks for the comment, Roz :) I always have a good time when I pull this :D

  2. Whew! I'm glad you found us, too! And another book goes on the TBR list!

    1. Actually a few :D Like I mentioned this is the first in a planned 9 book serial? Book 2 is already out :D "Gates of the Garden: Book Two" plus there's a free ebook with some excerpts, short stories, and an erotic poem :D